Dear God, are you there?
I cannot help but ask. It's 6 am in the morning and I am constantly shifting between consciousness and semi-consciousness. Sleep seems especially inviting at the moment.
It's not that I doubt the existence of my Father in Heaven. Not that I think He doesn't care.
It's just that down here on Earth, He seems so far away. The spaces between Him and me seem especially magnified this morning.
I'm lost and a little confused.
A little more confused than I ought to be.
Sometimes, I wish that Jesus would come visit me sometime. At least, there would be someone to touch and see and talk to. Maybe believing would be a little easier that way.
All I need, all I'm asking for is a word, a sign, some sort of assurance to keep this little flame of faith brightly burning.
'Are you there God?' I ask.
Not because I doubt.
It's because every time I do, He seems just a little closer, just a little nearer and I know - that I am going to be just fine.
:)
It's not that I doubt the existence of my Father in Heaven. Not that I think He doesn't care.
It's just that down here on Earth, He seems so far away. The spaces between Him and me seem especially magnified this morning.
I'm lost and a little confused.
A little more confused than I ought to be.
Sometimes, I wish that Jesus would come visit me sometime. At least, there would be someone to touch and see and talk to. Maybe believing would be a little easier that way.
All I need, all I'm asking for is a word, a sign, some sort of assurance to keep this little flame of faith brightly burning.
'Are you there God?' I ask.
Not because I doubt.
It's because every time I do, He seems just a little closer, just a little nearer and I know - that I am going to be just fine.
:)
Come to Me, all you who labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.
Matthew 11:28
1 comments:
This sums up how I feel ele! =]
<3 charis
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